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“sometimes, you just have to put a period on something that has to end, and not just settle on a comma. why? coz time will come, you’ll realize that its nice to see a complete sentence rather than seeing a phrase thats completely hanging and doesnt even make any sense or a complete thought or idea.”

magandang pakinggan diba? parang sobrang napakameaningful, pero ano nga ba ang gustong iparating netong quotation na toh? just a few nights ago, a friend shared her story with us. she told us what really happened, the real situation between her and her “X”… to give you an idea, she met this guy when she went here…they started out as friends.. eventually leading to a different level way farther than bein friends. with her bein fully aware that this guy left a girlfriend in the Philippines.. but they still went on with it.. for what resaon she allowed herself to fall for him despite the fact that the guy is totally committed int he Philippines, well, i dont know, i forgot to ask her.and so they had a relationship.. went on for several months.. up until the time when the girl the X’s committed to decided to show up here in UAE and see for herself the real situation and make sure she gets her guy back. this is the scenario.. my friend was asked by X’s aunt to go to their place to have a talk with X and the girl.. maybe my friend was a bit hesitant first, but its like, its now or never.. and so she went with her bestfriend.. it was a very awkward situation, the X was put on hotseat.. he has to choose…my friend or his original gf..guess kung sino pinili nya….

i wouldnt give the details as to what else happened…my only concern here is that, ive read inmy friend’s blog something about ” she wouldve wanted to do something.. for things to be better for “X” and the girl… so that there will be no more pain for both parties”.. what im thinking is.. with the way things happened… its a good thing she got rid of X already… and i believe that kahit ano mang bagay ang gawin nya apra sa dalawang taong yun, hindi pa rin papabor sa kanila.. people like them will never be contented with anything. its about time that she stop thingking of them, thinking of their feeling, its about time she think of herself.. its about time unain na ang sarili nya instead of thinking ways on how to help them. panahon na para tapusin ang kung ano man naumpisahan. hindi na nararapat na dugtungan pa ito at magpasabit-sabit sa idea na “sana may magawa pa akong mabuti para sa knila” sa buhay ng tao, may mga bagay na dapat na tinatapos na agad. things left unsaid…she may never be able to move on… cos as what ive said…when you went through something, you wont really be able to move on… you’ll just get use to the idea.. you’ll just get used to the feelings, na kapag tumagal eh hindi mo na maiisip dahil nakasanayan mo na, then youll think na naka move on ka na, pero ang totoo ay hindi naman, nakasanayan mo na lang pero itinago mo pa rin sa isang bahagi ng puso mo… nanjan pa rin sa isang gilid…

magulo.. alam kong magulo ang entry na toh.. siguro sa mga susunod na araw eh aayusin ko toh..bahala na…

i left my IQ somewhere else…

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